Weird?

So. Just want an opinion on what I recently have done. First let me say, I love panties! Wearing, feeling, sniffing, dirty, clean, worn....yumm! Any way, heres the scoop. I consider myself clean and sexy! I usually keep my playground down there and UNDER shaved clean. Love to feel my naked self down there when smooth, so sexy! I have a great sexy ass that looks dang good in a pair of sexy panties! So on a daily basis I wear panties when home or at work. Most work days I will come home, tired but relieved it's over, go to the bedroom, start feeling that sensual (I want to peel my clothes off sensually) feeling ...first slipping off my shirt , tossing it aside and standing before my full length mirror. Not bad I think as I run my hands up over my hardening nipples slowly, softly tweaking just the tip and lightly swirling my fingertip around the areola, mmmmmm, feeling good! Now slipping my hands down and over the slight bulge in my pant front...slipping back up to grasp the snap and un-do, slowly pulling back on both sides and watching the zipper open to get a glimpse of my (that day, white cotton tiny panties) As my pants opened, loosely falling around my thighs naturally, standing there looking at my sexy bod , naked at the top and glowing in my sexy hot worn all day panties! Made me hard just looking at my bulge! Slipping both hands down to step out of my pants, now just in panties.....turning around, checking out my nice round bubble ass wrapped in sweet cotton....running one hand over my butt cheeks, giving just a gentle smack for fun....Now turning back around and fronting the mirror , mmmmm almost hard and HAVING to put my hands on it and give a squeeze, mmmmm shit! So sensitive! With that, now grasping the waistband on both sides, I start pulling them down (after being on my ass and cock ALL DAY). *** Side note: Sometimes during the day I would purposely wiggle around in my seat or walk around knowing these tiny panties were being bunched up between my butt cheeks , mmmm nice feeling when reaching down to pull them out discreetly. **** As I stand there gently pulling down on the sides, over my hips, pulling out on the front slightly to get pulled over my growing head, letting the front side of the panties ride down the underside of my now hard cock! Grasping the back and pulling down over my white globes...reveling my virgin ass...as the fall to my thighs, I can feel the coolness of the room surround my hot body and bodyparts!! watching as I give a small wiggle and down to the floor they go.... stepping out and leaning over to pick them up...getting a glance in the mirror of my little pinked hole as I bend over..picking them up, all I can do as I stand with them is BUNCH THEM IN A LOOSE BALL IN MY HAND AND BRING THEM IMMEDIATELY TO MY WANTING NOSE TO SMELL MY WONDERFUL SCENT!!!!!! IS THIS WEIRD??? But..........Thats not the end of it....oh no!!!! Of course, I have to sit on the edge of the bed now in front of the mirror... slip my sweet smelling panties around my extremely hard 7 1/2" cut smooth member, wrapping it and stroking with them....mmmmmmmmmmm FUCKING SO CLOSE! Pulling them off my cock and bringing them back to my nose and mouth...stroking my cock and sniffing myself.....mmmm my worn scent intoxicating!!! BEFORE letting my self explode....I slip my panties in front of my cock and aim my rushing cum load into the crotch of them...spilling a LARGE LOAD and watching it soak the pantie crotch, mmmmmmm felt so fucking good!!! What a cum!!!! ****** Another side note: That was a day ago, I folded them up after cumming in them and put them back in my "special drawer" and, by chance .....I have them on while I write this!!!! Hummmmm... what do you think I am going to do next??? lol Let me know if ya like this true blog............