I hate getting in moods like this when I KNOW I can't dress up or play. I just wanna get pretty, climb up on something hard, and swallow some cum.… Lire la suite

I've been thinking about a tattoo lately, probably lots of them. Arm stuff, initially. The thing is,, I'm really picky, so I'm over-scrutinizing artists and such. I really want to do something kinky, but not overly weird? Mostly, I think I want a cartoonish/cell-shaded hand pulling on a latex opera glove or something to that effect. Also, anything with Octopuses, Squid, Trees, Knives/Swords, eyes, things like that. Bold without being bland. Colors a plus. Anyone know any cool artists in the Chicagoland area? I need to just DO IT instead of thinking about it or it'll never get done.… Lire la suite

Anyone familiar enough with Chicago to hook me up with a recommendation on where to find fun clothes/toys? Taboo Taboo closed down and they were kinda my go-to. Going to be in the neighborhood this weekend and I wanna spend some money. (Near-loop suburbs and such, not looking to Bollingbrook or something)… Lire la suite

Just joking. I don't have any desire to train or bring up sissies or crossdressers. The reason I write this is because I'm really tired of the messages asking me for this sort of service (for free, nonetheless, the nerve of these people!). I'm probably most attracted in a normal friendship-level to people who are independent and know what they want. I DO NOT want syncophants, slaves, or submissives. I am not here for those people, yet they are 90% of my inbox messages. Want my attention? Read my profile and be respectful.… Lire la suite

I idle a lot on xhamster. Sometimes, I'm watching TV or playing video games and just leave this window up for fun and I get a TON of messages from people asking me to cam or whatever and it's VERY OBVIOUS that they haven't even looked at my profile. I'm curious as to how this happens. I don't peruse a lot of profiles here, so I'm not sure how people FIND this stuff. How does this site even work? Is there a way to make it like, LESS bad?… Lire la suite

I've been cross-posting a lot of my content to Tumblr lately cause it's more interactive than Xhamster. On the 17th of December, Tumblr is cracking down on adult-themed accounts, so I'm out. I will still be posting here, but I'll be moving some content to twitter (same username) if you'd like to follow me there.… Lire la suite

I've actually gotten enough messages and comments in the past week ALONE to warrant a post about this: I'm not looking for slaves, subs, or other sycophants. I'm not here to be a Domme or YOUR Domme. I am totally unattracted to passive people I really need you to stop coming on to me in this manner. Not that I do a lot of meetups, but when it comes to male playmates, I insist on Tops. I don't want a guy who wants me to fuck him or a guy sucking me off - that does nothing for me and usually actively offputting. I don't want to be some guy's first "soft gay" gateway fuck. Please keep that shi… Lire la suite

Getting to dress up is my favorite, and this is the time of year that it's socially acceptable? At the same time, I hate just crossdressing at a halloween costume, because that feels kinda lame.… Lire la suite

I'm curious if anyone has any about me that I don't explore in my content. Foot stuff, obviously! I get a ton of requests for that, but if you got to see my in a scenario, what's your poison? Balls deep on a big black cock? 2 guys? Chastity? (still working on this one)… Lire la suite

I'm in one of my moods. If you were me, what would YOU do to increase your "footprint" on Xham/Fetlife/Tumblr? I feel like I've stalled a bit on some of those fronts. I really feed off input and am a weird narcissist, so I love getting the likes and reblogs and comments - what's a girl gotta do to get more?… Lire la suite

Everyone asks if I swallow. OF COURSE I swallow, but it's up the guy if he wants that or not. I love creampies and other oral things like cum on my gagball (!) or into a ring gag. What do you think?… Lire la suite

A friend of mine, who was a big part of my life from when I was 12-20 years old has come back into my life. He hopes this is a temporary situation, but we've been hanging out a lot lately, especially on weekends. He's a close friend and means a lot to me, so I've been absent on weekends for camming/pics.… Lire la suite

I think I waxed philosophical about my lack of inspiration lately, but it feels like as I get 'better' or more passable dressed, the interest in it from other has gone down - which is one of my primary motivators. Any input?… Lire la suite

It has come to my attention that foot fetishists make up like WAY more people as a percentage of my fans than I thought. It's time to give back, but I'm at a loss as to what sort of accessories are fun for those sorts of pics/vids. I LOVE shoes and all sorts of stockings/etc. On top of that, I don't know what they WANT! Help me out! I'm on a buying spree.… Lire la suite

Few of my friends know what I do "on the side", and I always wanna dress slutty for halloween parties and it never works out. THE CONUNDRUM!!!!!… Lire la suite

I'm gonna spend some money this year on some good latex items and make a REALY EFFORT to wear them for some camshows! So in my first real run at shopping, I found the PERFECT chlorinated black long fingerless (I like having nails) gloves and they're sold out of my size! What the heck! edit: Quick email to the ebay seller and I got my gloves! They're in the mail!!… Lire la suite

Due to work restraints, my day out as Lily was cancelled this year (IML in Chicago). I got these sexy ass PVC pants for nothing???… Lire la suite

I finally have a chastity device coming. I hope it's what I want (and fits this time!) I'm going to tease the fuck out of you boys! Also I found http://r.ebay.com/s09hi3 THIS and I kinda really want it now. It's a buttplug, but it's got a hole in it, so you fuck the toy IN my ass! How fun! - Upon further review, this thing is not well-liked, but I want something like it! Someone teased ME on my camshow this weekend and threatened to buy me this https://www.etsy.com/listing/160099473/m ature-pvc-gothpunkrave-neck-corset****= shop_home_feat_2 (Black Medium, ahem) and then bailed.… Lire la suite

Whoever wants to get in my pants, a catsuit like this might be the ticket. http://fapality.com/1548/… Lire la suite

1 - (soon) I'm going to do a solo cumshot video/gif, probably some latex involved. 2 - A good 5+ minute blowjob video (volunteers?) 3 - (when I lose some more weight) Buy a latex catsuit… Lire la suite