So, today i took a first step to achieving happiness. I sought out the advice of a ther****t. We did a short interview over the phone, and i am setting up my first session and intake. So, and hopefully my first step to becoming a woman starts today. Wish me luck.… Lire la suite

So, on this late night, I sit here facing a problem. I'm in a *********** relationship, that has gone from loving marriage to fuck buddy to rooomate, in a matter of six monthes. I'm also coping with a *********** diagnosis of gender dysphoria, that at one time was being treated, but due to money problems I have had to stop. Yes, the depression has been bad, but I know life is a journey, not a destination. It's how we get there that matters, not when we stop. So I wake-up everyday, look in the mirror has I shave and shower, and I just, I don't know, wish that at least half of me was a woman, a… Lire la suite

Today I spent the day with my mom, a very loving woman who has been for years the woman I always wanted to be. While eating lunch with her, I realized that I have been living in my shell for way t long, so, today I start back on my road to happiness, today I begin a journey that I should have finished a very long time ago. I have to start small, but in time I will live full time as my true self, a woman. To hell with what everyone else thinks, except my supporting friends, I need, no I have to be who I am. In time I will be posting more pictures of my journey, some clean, and some not so clean… Lire la suite

Today I sit at my computer, thinking about my past choices, and I realize that I made mistakes that cost me my happiness. Then I starting talking to someone who showed me that I can be happy again. Many times today I read our conversation and I enjoyed them and found myself smiling. Now, I find myself wanting to be more, to work harder and even play harder. I know that I can be the woman I so desperately want to be. So I sit here smiling at the thought of being fully dressed and talking with a fellow girl and I am happy, the tunnel is coming to an end.… Lire la suite

As I sit here wondering who I am, I come to the point I have to ask myself, am I this male shell Ive lived in for so long or am I Jennifer the girl that has been locked away for the last 13 years, named at birth that way dying to get out. I am chronically depressed, the only time I am happy is when I am her, but alas, I have no support from my wife or family. They don't believe me, they think I'm just moody and short tempered and am only wanting to indulge in a fetish, if only I could find some one to help me escape and find happiness again. I'm looking for a friend, a shoulder to cry on, a pe… Lire la suite